No need to hide!!! Quite the contrary, thank you for your help! I probably come across as a bit weird, right? I am a very emotional person, and I am wholeheartedly invested in everything I do, so everything tends to become personal for me. I know this way of living has its weaknesses, but... the joy is felt so much deeper this way, too, and I don't want to miss it. The flip side is that I get hurt more easily, but I decided to read Jensen the riot act and be done with it.
I am still terribly interested in watching Jensen actually saying those remarkable words- so if you find anything on that matter, YOU would be my hero! :-)
You know how much I love Dean and Jensen, so please bear that in mind while I write the following sentences: I catch myself being annoyed sometimes by Jensen's latest portrayal of Dean. I am currently rewatching Season 1, and he was acting more reluctantly there and thus more... I don't know, believable?! These days, he exaggerates too much (though thank God he did fine with the burger's sideeffects) in my opionion in ways of speaking (using his rough voice) and facial expressions (too much aiming for laughs sometimes, or so it seems to me). I feel like Jensen has either grown too accustomed to Dean or is a bit bored by having to portray him. And hence my being upset when I read about this asshole-thing. (Great, that sounds like another word for butt plug, I guess.). But maybe that is just the way Dean is written, and Jensen is forced to play him like this? But then, Dean was so close to breaking in S5, too, and there he was more of a character than he is now. Sometimes, I can't relate to Dean on screen anymore, I watch his story arc and know what he SHOULD be feeling and expressing, but it's not there in his eyes anymore, not like it used to be in former seasons, and I am worried that Jensen's just weary. And I'm so sorry for my rant here, it's just that I believe you know what I mean, and I would love to know your thoughts on this!
Now it's probably my turn to hide... *throws a "I'm sorry!" over some oceans*
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I am still terribly interested in watching Jensen actually saying those remarkable words- so if you find anything on that matter, YOU would be my hero! :-)
You know how much I love Dean and Jensen, so please bear that in mind while I write the following sentences: I catch myself being annoyed sometimes by Jensen's latest portrayal of Dean. I am currently rewatching Season 1, and he was acting more reluctantly there and thus more... I don't know, believable?! These days, he exaggerates too much (though thank God he did fine with the burger's sideeffects) in my opionion in ways of speaking (using his rough voice) and facial expressions (too much aiming for laughs sometimes, or so it seems to me). I feel like Jensen has either grown too accustomed to Dean or is a bit bored by having to portray him. And hence my being upset when I read about this asshole-thing. (Great, that sounds like another word for butt plug, I guess.). But maybe that is just the way Dean is written, and Jensen is forced to play him like this? But then, Dean was so close to breaking in S5, too, and there he was more of a character than he is now. Sometimes, I can't relate to Dean on screen anymore, I watch his story arc and know what he SHOULD be feeling and expressing, but it's not there in his eyes anymore, not like it used to be in former seasons, and I am worried that Jensen's just weary. And I'm so sorry for my rant here, it's just that I believe you know what I mean, and I would love to know your thoughts on this!
Now it's probably my turn to hide... *throws a "I'm sorry!" over some oceans*