Thinking about Sam...

[ash48]

I made this little gif set and posted it to tumblr recently.



I was thinking about how sad it is that Sam ended up doing exactly what he hoped would never happen (again).



As sad as it is I am kind of excited by it because it speaks volumes about Sam and the recurring nightmare of having his body being out of his control. The fact that this connection has been made from episode 1 to episode 9 gives me hope that not only this, but all the issues surrounding it will be addressed in the second half. Yes yes I can hear you say don't hold your breath - but I'm going to *holds*. Also, Dean heard Sam say this. It has to hit home.



Also, I posted some S8 Sam hair gifs which resulted in some very serious meta on how Sam's hair represents his state of being here at supergifs Yep. It's very deep. And short.

Comments

[percysowner.livejournal.com]

I think the other reason Sam will feel guilty is because yet again he let himself be tricked by a supernatural being. Sam had no idea he was saying yes to possession by Gadreel, but he did say yes. Considering his state of mind in the church, it may be very easy to blame himself for being tricked. He was tricked by Ruby and Lilith and to some extent the angels into starting the Apocalypse. Now he's been tricked again and Kevin is dead because he was tricked. Sam was feeling like such a failure before that it may bleed into his reactions to what Dean did.

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Wow, I hadn't thought of that. I figure Sam will definitely find a way to blame himself (god help me though if he at any point apologises). Ack…when he finds out about Kevin…(assuming he doesn't already know). I can just see him screaming inside as his body is used (once again) to kill someone…:((