Dec. 7th, 2012

ash48: (ma brother)
In my last post I didn't say what it exactly was that made me so upset watching that last episode.

It's the day after. I'm still sniffly but I feel a little more clear headed and heading toward being at peace with understanding why the show may no longer be for me (she says, knowing that it's probably impossible to ever stop watching). This is mostly me working it through.

It's not just about the brothers being in conflict... )

I thought last night that my fandom life might be over actually, hence my sob-fest. A tad melodramatic of course because I could never just leave (yet, anyway). I am sure I will use some sort of fannish therapy to see me through until, not only the next episode, but also until the end of this season probably.

Comments are turned off because this is really just so I could get that off my chest and to try and make sense of it for myself. I am of course very interested in hearing what you guys have to say. *hugs* I'm already having an interesting discussion about it here. The chatting does certainly help. I'm just so so sorry I'm so negative about it. I seriously don't want to be. It's not usually my style.

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