That's a beautiful vid and yep, maybe it does explain why Sam didn't look, why he just ran and the vid makes me feel so much sympathy for Sam, what he's gone through. I don't think it will ever sit comfortably with me, I think I'll have to readjust some of my personal head canon about who I thought Sam was, I'm having to do that anyway this season.
However it does nothing to alleviate the anger I feel towards him over this whole Amelia thing. Now after her stupid statements about the dog, you probably already know I really don't like her, but JFC she doesn't deserve to be lied to, put in so much danger, how on earth is she supposed to deal with finding out the truth about the man she was hoping to set up home with or was he intending to lie to her for the rest of their lives together? How horrible is that?
**shakes head**. I, - words pretty much fail me after last week. If Sam's life with her was true, all above board, no memory twists, no heaven's green room fantasy, I just don't know how I can come to terms with it. Unless I find out Sam was putting down salt lines, has a devil's trap under the new rug, threw holy water in dad's face and she has an anti-possesion tattoo? Then no, I'm going to stay pissed at Sam no matter how sorry I feel for him, and I do want so much to feel for him, he deserves so much for saving the world, but deliberately putting this innocent "messed up" woman in the path of every fugly with Sam Winchester's name on their hit list? Every demon in hell and Crowley once Kevin escaped?
Nope, I'm hoping like shit for the Whammied!Sam to be revealed soon, because this selfish Soap!Sam is too infuriating to watch much longer. Like you I just wish the damned mystery would get cleared up one way or the other, I'm pretty sure the correlation between Dean not looking for Cas and Sam not looking for Dean will be made and the whole dangerous situation with Amelia will get shoved under the rug. I wish I could quit, I really do - hah, bet you do too! Sorry, ranting all over your journal, I really should just get over it eh?
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Date: 2012-12-04 01:20 pm (UTC)However it does nothing to alleviate the anger I feel towards him over this whole Amelia thing. Now after her stupid statements about the dog, you probably already know I really don't like her, but JFC she doesn't deserve to be lied to, put in so much danger, how on earth is she supposed to deal with finding out the truth about the man she was hoping to set up home with or was he intending to lie to her for the rest of their lives together? How horrible is that?
**shakes head**. I, - words pretty much fail me after last week. If Sam's life with her was true, all above board, no memory twists, no heaven's green room fantasy, I just don't know how I can come to terms with it. Unless I find out Sam was putting down salt lines, has a devil's trap under the new rug, threw holy water in dad's face and she has an anti-possesion tattoo? Then no, I'm going to stay pissed at Sam no matter how sorry I feel for him, and I do want so much to feel for him, he deserves so much for saving the world, but deliberately putting this innocent "messed up" woman in the path of every fugly with Sam Winchester's name on their hit list? Every demon in hell and Crowley once Kevin escaped?
Nope, I'm hoping like shit for the Whammied!Sam to be revealed soon, because this selfish Soap!Sam is too infuriating to watch much longer. Like you I just wish the damned mystery would get cleared up one way or the other, I'm pretty sure the correlation between Dean not looking for Cas and Sam not looking for Dean will be made and the whole dangerous situation with Amelia will get shoved under the rug. I wish I could quit, I really do - hah, bet you do too! Sorry, ranting all over your journal, I really should just get over it eh?