Thank you hun. I've been feeling that lack of love for a while and really finding Dean hard to connect the same way I used it. Writing this helped me understand things a bit more.
tiny part of me wishes it had ended after Swan Song and I could have pretended that it was Sam for real under that streetlight and Dean managed to have a life with Sam, Lisa, and Ben in it…
Aww, nice image. The only reason I didn't want it to end with Swan Song was having Sam suffering in Hell, while Dean suffered on Earth without him. For Dean having all the people he loved in his life would be wonderful for Dean. I'd even love to see Sam have a family and (just like in real life!) they share their lives with their families together.
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Date: 2014-11-07 12:04 pm (UTC)tiny part of me wishes it had ended after Swan Song and I could have pretended that it was Sam for real under that streetlight and Dean managed to have a life with Sam, Lisa, and Ben in it…
Aww, nice image. The only reason I didn't want it to end with Swan Song was having Sam suffering in Hell, while Dean suffered on Earth without him. For Dean having all the people he loved in his life would be wonderful for Dean. I'd even love to see Sam have a family and (just like in real life!) they share their lives with their families together.