An empty house and I'm lonely...

[ash48]

so..... have ta post something....

Random post is sooooo random.

This pic of the Js hugging (like for real.. not manipped or anything...) makes my heart SING... (linked back to missyjack's post 'cause is huge and gorgeous and where I first saw it...). I must seek out an icon because I think it'll be one of those pics that I will want to look at for a pick me up.

It's kind sad when you get defriended. Even when it's mutual because that person has moved on and the stuff you used to share you don't any more. But it's sad because it's like saying goodbye to a part of something you once enjoyed. Oh well. I figure that's what happens. It's a bit like when some people just disappear off LJ. That's a little freaky because you have to wonder what's happened to them. I think it's nice to say goodbye if you know you're going.

Well.. that was a bit mopey..

On a happier note. I could officially start drinking again 3 days ago and I didn't. I've decided to drink just on Friday and Saturday nights and special occasions. Which means TOMORROW NIGHT! \o/ AND I reached my 5kg goal four days ago. I'm so god damn proud of myself. Namely because I didn't really think I would do it. Woot!

Hubby is back in a couple of days. I really miss him. He's like my bestest friend in the whole wide world and I miss being able to just...um... be around him.

Damn... I better get off this thing. Feeling far too melancholic.

Shame there's no show tomorrow. With the boys where they are at the moment I want to see MORE!! I get warm fuzzies just thinking about them. <33

I'm going to watch the White Collar finale now. It's gotten a little bit under my skin that show. Hmmm... or maybe it's just the pretty....

xx

Comments

[the-muppet.livejournal.com]

That pic of the J's is so lovely; made me smile on a difficult day =)

The LJ defriending thing is hard - I had someone get quite pissed at me after my last cut and that was confusing as they never, ever commented on my entries, so how was I supposed to know they'd be offended? IDK. Still, it's hard. And yes, I don't like it when people just disappear either, it's sad.

Glad hubby is back soon =)

I need to catch up on White Collar soon. I need to catch up on lots of things.

♥

[ash48.livejournal.com]

I think that J pic might help on difficult days. They seem so happy. Sorry to hear you're having a difficult day though hon.

And yeah... It was someone that played quite an important part in stuff when I was starting out. I mean, she hasn't been around for ages so it's no surprise. But still... people move on. Though, I was thinking, "defriending" in itself is such an awful word...

I just watched White Collar. I enjoyed it. :)

<33

[missyjack.livejournal.com]

i keep going back to stare at the picture! Don't forget Paley panel is on Sunday (Mon our time) so more chance for BOYS! (plus Sera, Kripke and Ben so all too much goodness!

Go you and 5kg down! Enjoy that special drink and I hope you and hubbie have a big old 'hug' when he gets home ;D

[ash48.livejournal.com]

YAY! The Paley panel will be awesome. I can't wait to watch the stuff that will come out of that. \o/

And I'm going to buy a really nice bottle of wine tomorrow night and savour it. :D

[debbiel66.livejournal.com]

I started watching White Collar very recently and really like it. The Neal and Peter thing is very fun to watch...And that picture...could look at it all day.

I don't like when my husband is gone either, for the very same reason. :)

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Oh the Peter and Neal thing is so adorable...

And BOYS!! \o/ I love 'em so much.. <333

Only a couple of days to go before the Hubby returns... initially I don't mind the extra time I get to do fandom stuff... but then I want him to be around...

xx

[august-monsoon.livejournal.com]

That picture! It's so happy making!

Make haste to the White Collar finale- 'tis INCREDIBLE!!

[ash48.livejournal.com]

I saw it! It was great... I do love those two guys. Though the end had me a bit sad face. Peter looked so angry at Neal... and now they have left us hanging!

I don't even know when this one starts up again. A few months I imagine.
<3

[greyowl88.livejournal.com]

Awww! Poor darling! *hugs* *hugs* *hugs*



I hope to see a happy smile again soon.

*more hugging*
♥♥♥

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Oh that is gorgeous! Thanks sweetie... I feel better already.

It's Friday today and I haven't got a massively busy weekend planned so I can kick back and enjoy.

*hugs* to you too.

<3333

[maichan.livejournal.com]

I think I know who you're talking about as I just got defriended too. And yes, it did make me a little wistful. Oh man, so not helping with the moping /o\

HERE, HAVE SOME BOMER...

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Oh you to? Actually, it does help with the moping. I get it and why it is.... but yeah....there had been some good times.

And damnit he's gorgeous. He's easy to get lost in.
Thanks hun.
<33

[geckoholic]

THAT PIC. ♥

Defriending is never easy. One of the reasons I almost never do friends cuts . . . :/

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Pic is made of happy making WIN!

Yeah...defriending is kinda sucky even when it makes sense about why it's happened. I can't bring myself to defriend even when I probably should do some tidying up.

On the flip "friending" is happy making. :)

*hugs*

[geckoholic]

I can't bring myself to defriend even when I probably should do some tidying up.
Oy, same here. I'm overdue to do a cut, some people haven't been on in ages. Then again, I always think, if they're not on then why would it hurt to keep them? More sense in cutting those who you actually, really never talk to. But, shit, that's not so easy either, and, ah. /

[heartlessbytchh.livejournal.com]

Awww, you still got me, Sweetums.
*hugs and loves you*

[ash48.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Thanks sweetie...<333