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Holy crap. I'm on such a vidding downer at the moment - which is pathetic really when there are so many more things in life to be down about! Maybe that's a good thing - my life is pretty good, so the fact that vidding is the thing that brings me to tears should be a good thing!
Weird thing is when I'm actually making a vid it's almost like an aphrodisiac - I'm usually on such a high. Then I post something - and I go through such a friggin' low and vow never to make another video again. (Well, that usually lasts for a few days until I'm inspired by something else). *sigh*
The point is, YT is usually my litmus test for how a vid is working and if my recent post is anything to go by it won't be seen anywhere else - (I think my first ever vid received a better reaction!) which is a bummer actually because I didn't think it was half bad!
So anyway. Dusts self off, has a few days off and returns to the crack vid which I'm having great fun with! I suppose enjoying the actually vidding part is what it is all about. :)
Weird thing is when I'm actually making a vid it's almost like an aphrodisiac - I'm usually on such a high. Then I post something - and I go through such a friggin' low and vow never to make another video again. (Well, that usually lasts for a few days until I'm inspired by something else). *sigh*
The point is, YT is usually my litmus test for how a vid is working and if my recent post is anything to go by it won't be seen anywhere else - (I think my first ever vid received a better reaction!) which is a bummer actually because I didn't think it was half bad!
So anyway. Dusts self off, has a few days off and returns to the crack vid which I'm having great fun with! I suppose enjoying the actually vidding part is what it is all about. :)
