Thinky thoughts 6.06 and beyond...

I wasn't going to blab any more about the Show but this has been GNAWING at me and I figure that's what I have a journal for. I've only rewritten this about 12 times /o\. I'm finding it hard to make sense of what my brain and heart are doing.

Since seeing the 6.07 promo my thoughts have been topsy turvy. I squee'd to the roof tops after the 6.06 but now my brain is tied up in knots. Here's why.

(Spoilers for 6.07 promo...)

( A question of trust, guilt and other angst )

I do love my show. I just wish it wouldn't hurt my brain and heart quite so much.

Bits..

Happy birthday greenpear and phx69 Hope you guys have an awesometastic day!! *hugs*

Speaking of awesome. THANK YOU awesome flist for helping me see the positive in the Show again. *smishes* like WHOA! <333

Now I need to make *puppy eyes* because the lovely debbiel66 said something to me that I have decided will be my matra for this season: "Relax and enjoy the ride". That most definitely needs to be an icon. One I can pull out in my moments of despair. Anyone able to do that? Just something simple that keeps reminding me.... You'll have my undying love. *grovels* <33

Missing hubby. I'm pretty good with my own company but it's always nice to have someone to share stuff with. 1 week to go. :)

Vid on way. Once I can stop tweaking it that is.

*huggles*