New vid! Wintersong

[ash48]

This is made for faege for the spn_j2_xmas exchange. <3

Title: Wintersong
Vidder: ash48
Music by: Sarah McLachlan
Length: 2.48m Size: 30.4 mb
Warnings: Wincest (mild), character death (as in the show), AU
Summary: This is how Dean remembers Sam at Christmas.


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Thanks

Many many thanks to the wonderful counteragent and el1ie for the beta and awesome suggestions. <3333

Notes

faege prompted this song and when I heard it this immediately sprang to mind. (I hope it's a little close to what you imagined hun...) It's a bit sad but at it's heart is the epic love story of Sam and Dean.

Comments

[therealmccoys.livejournal.com]

But what stuff there has been about their relationship is all really bad stuff. Sam didn't look for Dean, and Dean tells Sam Benny was a better brother than Sam ever was. That's it. A desertion and a nasty ghost-induced fight. It's anti-relationship rather than relationship. The rest of the time they've been apart, with Amelia or Cas and Benny.

I rewatched season 7 before season 8 started and actually saw a lot more brotherly moments than I had given it credit for the first time around. I didn't find it lacking in that department the second time around. But the big difference is, I enjoyed season 7, whatever its shortcomings may have been. I can't enjoy season 8 to save my life.

I actually had to stop watching after A Little Slice of Kevin. Dean was railing at Sam for not looking for a way to save him while Dean himself was not looking for a way to save Cas, instead pretending he was dead when he was very much alive last Dean saw him. And this isn't even acknowledged, Dean is completely absolved of all wrong-doing through Cas, and it makes me wonder if they didn't even realize they had written Dean doing this out-of-character lousy thing. And if they don't even realize they besmirched Dean's character, how can I have hope they will fix him? Bad enough I had to worry about Sam (at least they're aware they wrote him doing something wrong) but now I have even less hope Dean's OOCness will be corrected. It made me lose faith they knew what they were doing.

I haven't given up on it altogether. I just know I have no hope of enjoying it now, so I'm waiting to find out if there is a good reason for all this because that will be the only way I can enjoy it. I'm hoping the angels put a whammy on Dean as well as Sam, because they didn't want Dean saving Cas, they wanted to get their hands on him themselves. But they haven't even acknowledged the problem, much less hinted their will be a solution.

See, this is why I had to stop watching. Despite my best efforts to remain hopeful my bad feelings about season 8 just keep taking over everything--even the beautiful video you made got turned into this comment. :P I actually intended to take a break from all of it, but how was I supposed to resist one of your brilliantly awesome videos? ;) I think I'll just save them from now on.

[ash48.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I know how you feel. I feel a certain amount of it too but I keep hanging on in the hope that they do have a plan for it all (which will make it all better). If not then I will be lamenting also. I've been making and writing things and doing lots of chatting as therapy. :)