*hold me*

[ash48]

Man I need cheering up. I have no idea why I am feeling so sad and pissed off with everything but I am. I should be extra excited as it was my last day of work today and I am starting a two week holiday but I'm feeling kinda yuk.

Also, I am finding it really hard to remain spoiler free. I want to see all those promos and previews and particularly the chats with Carver but I also want to remain oblivious to what's going to happen. Ack.. but I want to be prepared!! But I also want to get excited about things that might be coming that will make me excited! Arghhh.... *head explodes*


I am REALLY scared that I am going to be completely disappointed and it's making me stressed. (And yeah.. I know...it's only a TV show yada yada, but it's MY TV show and I want them to do well and I want to LOVE IT! I want to squee and be excited and see the light at the end of the dark tunnel that has been much of S8).

But I love you show and I'm on your side! You can do it!


(I was going to rant about world events but this might not be the place. I will say YAY New Zealand! Let's hope Australia can follow your lead one day - and the rest of the world. Though if a simple gun law amendment can't be passed I don't hold out much hope...).

Comments

[de-nugis.livejournal.com]

I just want the season to be over, and to be at a point where I can decide whether I am completely walking away or giving s9 a try.

Spoiler or canon, I've turned that crucial corner where it's not excited anticipation of what new thing they may be giving us but sinking dread of what they are going to take away next.

[de-nugis.livejournal.com]

Um, sorry, I realize that that wasn't exactly cheering. If it helps, I think it's as much that I am feeling so down about Spn because I'm depressed as hell generally as that I'm depressed because I'm down on Spn. And at least if many of us are nervous and full of dread there's way more possibility of being wowed by a positive surprise! If we were going in absolutely certain that everything would be awesome!!!! then even something really good might be a letdown.

[ash48.livejournal.com]

but sinking dread of what they are going to take away next.

Oh very much yes. I suppose my biggest dread is that they'll take us back to what we had at the beginning. That somehow more of Sam will be taken away and we'll be left with even less than what we started with. When they turned the corner half way through the season and brought the brothers back together I started feeling a lot more positive - but as we're nearing the end (and after that last ep), I am feeling concerned that they haven't had a "cunning" plan all along. They've just been putting on bandaids and reinventing canon to suit their needs...whatever that might be.

Oh and I don't need cheery thoughts - just chatting about the show has cheered me up!

And at least if many of us are nervous and full of dread there's way more possibility of being wowed by a positive surprise!

Yes! If we all expect the worse we might end up being pleasantly surprised. Even if it's bad, it might not be as bad as we imagined...

Good thinking! ;)