*hold me*

[ash48]

Man I need cheering up. I have no idea why I am feeling so sad and pissed off with everything but I am. I should be extra excited as it was my last day of work today and I am starting a two week holiday but I'm feeling kinda yuk.

Also, I am finding it really hard to remain spoiler free. I want to see all those promos and previews and particularly the chats with Carver but I also want to remain oblivious to what's going to happen. Ack.. but I want to be prepared!! But I also want to get excited about things that might be coming that will make me excited! Arghhh.... *head explodes*


I am REALLY scared that I am going to be completely disappointed and it's making me stressed. (And yeah.. I know...it's only a TV show yada yada, but it's MY TV show and I want them to do well and I want to LOVE IT! I want to squee and be excited and see the light at the end of the dark tunnel that has been much of S8).

But I love you show and I'm on your side! You can do it!


(I was going to rant about world events but this might not be the place. I will say YAY New Zealand! Let's hope Australia can follow your lead one day - and the rest of the world. Though if a simple gun law amendment can't be passed I don't hold out much hope...).

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[jessm78.livejournal.com]

*hugs you tight* I'm feeling crappy myself today, won't get into it here but I posted about it at my LJ.

I know what you mean about the spoilers. There's this part of me that wants to be prepared if anything really really awful to any of the characters happens... you know, that will affect what we're thinking during hellatus ("OMG what's going to happen with this character when we come back?!").

[ash48.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear that you've been feeling crappy to. I feel a bit better today.

And yes...that's what makes the finale so crucial. We have to hold on to that until the next season. I really hope they give us something to hold on to.

<333