Insta reaction...

[ash48]

(HA! Complacent my ass!)

OH. MY. FUCKING. GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES! YES! HOLY HELL. YES \o/

I FELT IT!!!! DEAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNN!!! SAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!! And I'll even add in a CAAAAASSSSSS!!!!

I can't remember the last time I flailed so fucking HARD!! See. I'm even swearing!!!!!!!!!

That was so friggin' dark and angsty and RAW I can't even. OH BOYS!!! *squishes them SO tight*

There was horror. Gasping horror (hand in boiling fat does that to me, people eating each other....oh man! They actually did that!!!.....)

It felt like the end of the world could possibly be neigh. (I can't say I've really felt it before now. Well, maybe during Good God Y'all... but not since then....)

And Sam. My baby boy, who seems to have turned from a boy to a MAN. (It's taken me a long time to lose that "Sammy" ... I think I might just have done now...*sniff*) And Dean. Oh Dean (*hugs* him SOOOOO hard!) seems to have turned from a man to a boy....

*whimpers* (OH Dean, you did it again honey...brought me to friggin' tears. Damn you!)

Cupid was to DIE FOR!!! Oh yes. They got the mix so right. There was humour... but oh Christ the dark....

I have NO idea how anyone else has reacted to this episode. I watched. I SQUEED. I posted. \o/ I might be the only one....... though is that even possible??!!!

At this present moment in time I can't even take a step back and contemplate what the plot holes may have even been this time round. I just knew it was RIGHT!

Oh and I loved Famine...And has much as blood drinking Sam breaks my little heart, kick ass Sam stirs my nether regions.... (did I just say that?!! I must be on a high...)

OK. That's enough. Excuse my ramblings! I have to shout to the roof tops from some where and this is the place I can do that! :D :D

Maybe more coherent in the future sometime....

I LOVE MY SHOW!! I want to EAT it!!!!<333333

Comments

[greyowl88.livejournal.com]

\o/ \o/ \o/

Man, I soooooooo agree with you !!!

I wanted to write something like that but I couldn't find the words...lol. I thought it was really funny at the beginning when that woman shot the guy in the office to shut him up. And the way his legs started to slide off the chair.
And Cas stuffing his face and..and...
And then it started getting serious and I'm getting quiet and drawn in emotionally and...oh man...what an episode.
I leave all the intelligent talking to others. I just know I loved this epi.

So I squeee some more with you (in all regions of my body..lol).

What an episode !!!

:D:D

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Yay! *twirls you*

I just love coming off an episode so high. I really just wanted to rant and squee so loudly...

That episode had so much going on. Started off one way (I was so convinced it was just Cupid!) and ended so damn heavy and sad. I love that I wasn't really spoiled for this episode. I was surprised it was Famine, which was a nice dark twist for me.

And how was Dean at the end??!!! Oh my god. I think that was the clincher for me. Having to listen to his brother's pain once again and being so helpless. And then being so empty. Jensen did a great job with that. He does that stuff so well. I just love that I felt it so much.

Hee! All regions of the body! Oh yes indeed!!! :D :D

*hugs*

[greyowl88.livejournal.com]

With Dean at the end I thought: Oh no! Is this the state of mind he needs to say yes to Michael? Because as God never answers, Michael would be right there, taking advantage of Dean's despair. *iz worried*

So this epi feels like a cliffhanger to me.

But this Cupid had me rolling on the floor with laughter, so I guess I do some more squeeing before this show ends up breaking my heart sooner or later. Or I just pretend they will hug it all out in the end.....(I wish..).

Anyway, I'm still on a high from this epi as I watched it only an hour ago. And it was just frigging fantastic! *hugs epi and dances around with you*

[greenpear.livejournal.com]

I usually don't respond to your Supernatural post since I don't watch the show but it seems like you really, really enjoyed it.

But wouldn't the film get stuck between your teeth???

Now back to our regularly scheduled program. :)

[ash48.livejournal.com]

HA! *hugs you*!!

I'm amazed when you comment on my SPN posts! :D Can you see that I am slightly "touched* by it all.

Though the "eat" reference is because of the episode. It was all about hunger.... :D :D See how witty I am?? *ducks*

You'll just have to watch it... (I'm kidding really... I'm pretty sure watching a "random" episode these days wouldn't make a whole lot of sense. There's so much "background" now I imagine it would be hard for any one to tune in to it.

Thanks for popping in - especially on such a loud post! :D

[greenpear.livejournal.com]

I may not have a lot of constructive stuff to say about the episode but I figured I'd say something. :)

Well I just watched a "random" episode of House on Tuesday and almost have the mash-up ready to post. It was the Cuddy-centric episode which only had snippets of the regular cast. Best epiosde I've seen in a while. Random "CAN" be good...

It should be up this weekend...

[ash48.livejournal.com]

True. Though I don't watch House regularly - if at all really. I know there's "history" and I don't watch it now because I figure I don't know it. Though maybe it still wouldn't make a difference...?

I really don't know with SPN. I am SO caught up in every little detail I am pretty sure anyone tuning into a "random" episode would miss it all... But maybe that wouldn't matter. This episode was heavily myth arc based. Whereas they aren't always. In fact there are some episodes that the background doesn't really matter.

Actually, if you were ever inclined to watch one the episode to watch would be "Changing Channels". Given your talent for mash ups, this episode explores that... puts the boys into different TV genres. It's quite clever.. (though misses the mark a bit...). It's a bit myth archy, but might stand alone ok....The idea is interesting though..

[greenpear.livejournal.com]

Sooo, you'd like to see what I can do with a show I've never watched? I realize I've at least seen a few episodes of every show I've used. With the information I've gleaned from various LiveJournals and other blogs I might actually be able to come up with something.

All right. You have a deal. After my vacation I'll take a stab at it. Hope to make you proud. :D

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Oh yay! Go for it...

Though I wasn't suggesting you vid it... I suspect it would be difficult to vid something you haven't watched... but, hey! I'd be interested to see what you did... :D Especially from an outsider's perspective...:)

[greenpear.livejournal.com]

Though I wasn't suggesting you vid it... I suspect it would be difficult to vid something you haven't watched... but, hey! I'd be interested to see what you did... :D Especially from an outsider's perspective...:)

But remember, I vid tv opening mash-ups. So now I paraphrase a famous quote. And remember, back then when this quote was made the word "queer" meant very strange and was not associated with homophobia.

This mash-up is not as queer as you imagine. It's queerier that you CAN imagine.

Look for something in March. :)

[ash48.livejournal.com]

\o/

[greenpear.livejournal.com]

When I get a handle on where I might go with this I'll ask you for some suggestions for episodes to use (i.e. funny bar scenes like I saw in a Supernatural/Cheers mash-up). Although I won't be that specific. Don't want to ruin the surprise...

[ash48.livejournal.com]

That's totally cool. I pretty much know 'em all. Also there's a comm that I mod called spn_sceneit for all those hard to find scenes. It can also help with clips if you're needing specific scenes rather than whole episodes... )

Can't wait to see what you do... (And yes, I want to be surprised! :) )

A heads up.

[greenpear.livejournal.com]

Of course I posted my new vid right before the Olympic opening ceremonies. I also posted one on Christmas Eve. :)

And my friends and I tossed around some ideas for the Supernatural vid and I think you may be surprised. I'll be asking for help in locating clips for it later...

[callme-k.livejournal.com]

Oooh, yes siree to ALL that! Should've anticipated show would leave with us with something to mull over during the hellatus.
More than ever I'm feeling an incredible sense of foreboding, and I can't shift it no matter how hard I deny it.

Boys. Oh BOYS! *sobs*
Even your rambling's are more coherent than I'll ever be:)

Oh, and I believe "I watched. I SQUEED. I posted" needs to be an icon, like right now!

[ash48.livejournal.com]

I watched. I SQUEED. I posted"

OMG!! Please!! That would be sooo awesome. I have no skillz with icons.... *puppy eyes*...

My show leaves me with a constant feel of foreboding... but, I am not sure why, I felt a little hope in this one. Sam denied the blood (though that might be because he has just had some).. and Dean asked for help. I'm not sure why, but I have a feeling God just might be listening.

I have no idea how this will end, but I'm hopeful it will come down to the strength they get from each other, their sheer bloody mindedness not to give in and maybe a little help from above...

I can't wait to see what happens.... after the dam hellatus as you say! :(

*smish*

[callme-k.livejournal.com]

Until something better comes along, hun >>>

I have no idea how this will end, but I'm hopeful it will come down to the strength they get from each other, their sheer bloody mindedness not to give in and maybe a little help from above...Oh, same. I'm putting all my eggs into that basket, baby!;)

[ash48.livejournal.com]

YAAAAY!!! Thanks so much honey!!! :D :D

*HUGS*

[ash48.livejournal.com]

ETA! Your icon has been getting a good work out!!!

Thanks again darlin... :)

[deirdre-c.livejournal.com]

YES YES! ALL OF THIS!!!!

NETHER REGIONS FTW!!! :D:D:D

[ash48.livejournal.com]

YAY!!!! \o/

Hee! *shakes head* I still can't believe I wrote that! :D :D

[crystalsc.livejournal.com]

Haha Well, it clearly didn't reach me on the level it got to you at but I did think it was an awesome episode.

Famine was SO SO SO SO SO SO creepy. Like EXTREME creepy. When he said "Delicious" I literally shivered and dug deeper underneath my blanket. Made you feel dirty.

Poor Sam. This addiction storyline for him has really touched me (I was not a Sam fan in seasons 1 & 2) and I just ached for him.

I didn't enjoy the Cas gluttony.

And Dean. My poor broken Dean. I love him so much I can't stand it. The way he said "please" at the end. *sigh*

(and the hands in the deep fryer was the part I thought was the grossiest too!)

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Hey!

Ah yes.... I got a bit excited there didn't I?! :D :D

Famine was so perfectly creepy - he didn't even really look human.

I have always had a major soft spot for Sam, but during S4 and now S5 my heart really goes out to him.. It breaks me to watch him struggle so heard against his so called "destiny".

And Dean... no words really. So empty that he hungers for nothing.. :(((

No idea how I'll survived the next few hundred weeks until the show returns.... *meep*

*hugs*

[essene.livejournal.com]

What you said. With a side order of "OMG! So much gross!"

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Hee! Oh yes indeed. The gross and ewwww factor was extremely high in this one. I think that might bother some people but I kinda like it.... :)

xx

[redteekal.livejournal.com]

Absafuckinlutely!!!! Amen to all the above. And more. And OMG I was sooooooo relieved it didn't end on a cliffhanger - got to the Sam jumping full throttle off the wagon and I started to feel anxious that they were gonna leave us hanging. But then by the end I was just like numb to that worry because show completely ripped my heart out and stomped all over it by breaking my Dean...oh lordy how they broke him. That was as heartwrenching (in fact possibly more I shall have to force a rewatch here of S3 finale and S4 Ep 1) as him being in hell. All I could think was - is Cas hearing this? Does he hear what Famine is saying and doing to Dean? Please let Cas fix this...and then I was like Woo HOO! Sam!!! He turns up and I'm all like - Yay!! He can fix this...but nooo he's in his own world of torment fighting the hunger - he's so strung out he can't possibly be there for Dean. And now I'm flailing - quite clearly - but they BROKE MY DEAN!!! They need to fix him...and now we have to wait for OVER a month. Waaaaaaah! Why couldn't Cas have locked Dean down in some room somewhere where Dean gets constant visual, verbal and physical affirmation that he does have a soul and he is wonderful??? Where he could flush the self hatred and loathing out of his system...noooooooo!

Ooooh I hope there's some soothing codas out there to tide me over - or maybe I just need to make an Spn playlist of all the episodes that made me laugh with the glee and watch them on repeat. Now that I think about it though - that Kripke is an utter bastard really because even in the funniest episodes there's ALWAYS the sombre, emotionally wrought scenes at some point - usually the end. Gah. Maybe I'll just amuse myself with playing with designs for Team FreeWill icons and tee shirts.

Sorry for ranting (with the squee and the flail) here - but yours is the first reaction I've read and I felt it was too like mine to ignore :)

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Hi! Yay - you seem to be as blown away by this episode as me!

he's so strung out he can't possibly be there for Dean.

I'd love to think he was totally there for Dean - I mean he did refuse the feed. I really liked the boys concern and care for each other in this one. I miss it SO much.. but there were those little looks of concern and I would love to think Sam totally came to Dean's rescue. *nods*

but they BROKE MY DEAN!!!

Oh man. He could not be more broken.. that was the emptiest and most broken Dean YET. Watching him listen to Sam's suffering at the end and just not being able to do anything about it - knowing he's already been here before. And then his silent prayer. The MOST heart breaking moment ever for me...

Where he could flush the self hatred and loathing out of his system.

I just can't imagine at the moment what would return Dean to his fun loving self.... defeating Michael and Lucifer??? God, I hope so...

Maybe I'll just amuse myself with playing with designs for Team FreeWill icons and tee shirts.

OMG! I would love a t-shirt!! "Team Free Will" would be so awesome and ONLY spn fans would know what the hell that was about. Damn, if you ever make any let me know!! :D :D

Thanks for popping in with your squee! I'm still on a high today! :D :D

[ancastar.livejournal.com]

From what I can tell, the reaction to the ep has been universally positive. AS IT SHOULD BE! It was awesome. Though honestly, it freakin' destroyed me. I love what you wrote here:

And Sam. My baby boy, who seems to have turned from a boy to a MAN... And Dean. Oh Dean ...seems to have turned from a man to a boy...

God. That's SO TRUE. It breaks me. It just...breaks me.

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Thank you honey. You know, I kept looking and Sam (well Jared) and noticing how big he's become... and then it struck me that he doesn't look like a boy any more. This is Jared as a man - all grown up and then it struck me that indeed that is what has happened to Sam. He has stepped out of the boy and become a man.

But Dean. My God. Could he be any more helpless and empty. And that final moment was so child like. He's so desperate for help. Since his dad died he has had to carry ALL the weight - no one, not even Sam, has been there to help him. And he finally broke.

God had better be listening!

So, so wonderful.

*hugs* to you hun. Hope things are going well for you. :)

[rhoboat.livejournal.com]

Ooooh, SNEAKY with that "complacent" mood there!

I might be the only one....... though is that even possible??!!!

So not the only one! My face was very much stuck at D: last night, and that's a good thing.

I want to EAT it!!!!<333333

Ewwwwwwwwww.

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Ooooh, SNEAKY with that "complacent" mood there!

Hee! I was feeling particularly sneaky... I thought I might just throw peeps of balance... :D :D

My face was very much stuck at D: last night, and that's a good thing.

It's the next day and my face has been stuck a :D all say too! So wonderful.

Ewwwwwwwwww.

Hee! Totally going with the theme of gross on the show then... :)

[ash48.livejournal.com]

What?! *does double take* Haven't watched it yet?!!

Oh man - if there's one to watch, watch this one. Though, it's always difficult I reckon after reading someone's squee because the expectations will be high...

But yeah - it was pretty full on!

Ha! I'd eat my show ..... I would..... (though you'd have to see the episode to understand the context of me saying that... !:) )

*hugs*

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Every time I think the show can't break me any farther... it does.

Oh I know... I thought we'd seen, or rather felt it all. But no. That was just SO heart breaking... both boys so far gone....

I keep hoping we see them come out of this... but how I wonder?? Could they be too broken? We'll have to see I suppose....

Hope not!
:)

[ratherastory.livejournal.com]

LOL

Your insta-reaction reads almost EXACTLY like mine. :D

\o/

Holy crap I can't believe we have to wait until the end of March to see how this resolves! *dies*

[ash48.livejournal.com]

YAY!!!

And I know... March!!! *noooooooeeeessss*

I can't imagine how they'll pick this up.... probably back to hunting the MOTW... but we now know just how empty Dean is. And how much Sam is constantly fighting his needs....

OH BOYS!!! Please be fixed one day.... (soon!)

[ratherastory.livejournal.com]

This may be the sleep deprivation talking, but what's MOTW?

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Oh sorry. Monster-of-the-week. As in, back to non-myth arc episode where they hunt a random monster. Though usually they're not that random. They always seem to be monsters that expose their weakness in some way I think...

:)

[ratherastory.livejournal.com]

Right, of course. I probably would have figured that out with a bit more coffee in me. ;)

I dunno. We're about seven episodes away from the finale, so there can't be *too* many random monster hunts left, can there?

And you're right: they're usually not all that random. It's why I love SPN so much. Even the stand-alone episodes usually have nice little tidbits in them.

[ash48.livejournal.com]

so there can't be *too* many random monster hunts left, can there?

That is my hope!! They really should be building up to that finale... though I'm not sure I could survive many more episodes as heart breaking as that one... *meep*


(oh man, your icon!)

[ratherastory.livejournal.com]

I can't take credit for the icon. I have no visual skills to speak of. The majority of my icons are from iconsbycurtana. :)

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Oh thanks. I liked the sentiment of it. I'm not a writer, so I (selfishly) imagined it saying "vidder" and related to it.. Particularly at the moment... :)

I'll check out her stuff...

xx

[ratherastory.livejournal.com]

Well worth the checking out, definitely. :)

And yeah, it's a very appropriate quote for creative types.

[counteragent.livejournal.com]

Soooooo right there with you!!!!

[ash48.livejournal.com]

YAAY!!! I'm still beaming the next day!!! :D :D

[geckoholic]

Show turned my whole flist into a incoherently babbling puddle, and I LOVE it. Heh.

The final scene, just, I have no words . . . :-(

[ash48.livejournal.com]

That final scene was the clincher wasn't it? It just seemed to bring it all together and tear at our hearts and make us realise how sad and broken Dean is. But it was the sense of hopelessness..... :(

I'd love the next episode to pick up where this left off, but I suspect it won't.....

Can't wait to see what does happen now though...

*will try to re main un-spoiled for next episode but is doubtful...*

xx

[geckoholic]

Nooo, you can do it! Staying unspoiled, that is. If I can, you can too, don't you think?? ;-)

[ash48.livejournal.com]

I will try!!! Soooooo hard, because I always itch to know what's going to happen. I usually like to look at the pics and those little scenes they sometimes put out...

But I think it's better to be unspoiled....


Will try EXTRA hard... :)