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[ash48]

I hated that beyond words.

I am literally sobbing as I type because this actually feels like the end.

What happened to my beautiful, bromancy, interesting, scary, intriguing show? My show that had "something up its sleeve", my show that only ever had brothers at odds with each other FOR A REAL REASON! My show that had brothers who loved each other. My show that knew it's history. My show that WAS NEVER a soap opera. My show.... *sobs*

My heart is breaking so much and it fucking hurts.

I trust that I missed something. To be honest I don't even have the energy to rant. I am so disappointed and hurt. The season cliffhanger is Amelia walking back into Sam's life... just. No words.

I have never witnessed so much distrust, disloyalty, dis-LOVE between the brothers....EVER. Even when they were fighting at the end of S4 there was at least passion. This was just...nothing. All those things without any reason. They were hardly even on the screen together. I think I even detected real hate between them. And if that's supposed to make me tune in to see how they resolve it?...well...yeah. Not so much.

The show has changed. I suppose it had to. So many of you already saw it. I glimpsed it and clawed myself back. But this is what the show has become and that saddens me so, so much.

I know I shouldn't post. I know you want positive stuff. But in one episode it cemented everything I feared this season would turn into. A boring soap opera.

(I will say that it was beautifully filmed. And if it was a soap opera then I am sure it was beautifully written).

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[badbastion.livejournal.com]

Ugh, I watched it this morning with breakfast, thinking yay, this'll start my day on a good foot. UUUUGGGGHHHH, it did not. I mean, I guess they did a good job at tearing the audience apart, which is kind of what the show is about, haha, but I just hate it when it's like that. Like Dean dropping the medallion in the trash, like Dean saying he couldn't trust Sam anymore. Those things are necessary to plot, yeah? but still hurt.

So I'm just gonna be holding my breath over the hiatus, waiting to see if the other shoe will drop, or... if... the first one will get put back on its foot, haha. Honestly, hearing that this wasn't supposed to be the season mid-finale or whatever has made me feel better. Quite a bit, even if it turns out not to be true. And spoilers that snuck past my spoilercatcher mitts have also made me feel a little better. Still love the show in general, and still trust the creators, (though they lost a little bit this ep) and I... still want there to be more to sam's year away from Dean. Which I think there is. I just want to KNOOOOOOOOWWWWWW.

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Hey hun. You too huh?

I think if their aim was to tear the audience apart then they did a good job. I know show has a history of fans gnashing their teeth at certain times. And there really have been some horrible moments in the past, but they all seemed to be in much more conflict then they do at the moment.

Maybe because I though the shoe was gong to drop in this ep I was left so disappointed. I am pleased that this wasn't the actual mid-season finale. but that does leave me worried about the actual one. It probably means the next one is going to be even more heart-breaking. But I won't dwell on it.

I will probably spoil myself though. ;)

I seriously want to trust the creators. I always have but this season has been the hardest for me so far...;((

xoxoxo