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[ash48]

I hated that beyond words.

I am literally sobbing as I type because this actually feels like the end.

What happened to my beautiful, bromancy, interesting, scary, intriguing show? My show that had "something up its sleeve", my show that only ever had brothers at odds with each other FOR A REAL REASON! My show that had brothers who loved each other. My show that knew it's history. My show that WAS NEVER a soap opera. My show.... *sobs*

My heart is breaking so much and it fucking hurts.

I trust that I missed something. To be honest I don't even have the energy to rant. I am so disappointed and hurt. The season cliffhanger is Amelia walking back into Sam's life... just. No words.

I have never witnessed so much distrust, disloyalty, dis-LOVE between the brothers....EVER. Even when they were fighting at the end of S4 there was at least passion. This was just...nothing. All those things without any reason. They were hardly even on the screen together. I think I even detected real hate between them. And if that's supposed to make me tune in to see how they resolve it?...well...yeah. Not so much.

The show has changed. I suppose it had to. So many of you already saw it. I glimpsed it and clawed myself back. But this is what the show has become and that saddens me so, so much.

I know I shouldn't post. I know you want positive stuff. But in one episode it cemented everything I feared this season would turn into. A boring soap opera.

(I will say that it was beautifully filmed. And if it was a soap opera then I am sure it was beautifully written).

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[ash48.livejournal.com]

Even if Martin did it, Sam let him. And IF Sam left him the paper clip I want the show to show us that (or maybe they did and I missed it? *hopes* ). But I can't see why he would have done. Sam would know that Dean would escape eventually, but he wouldn't have wanted he to get away too quickly.

I was devastated when Sam and Martin walked out of that room together. That was the beginning of the end for me. :(

[colls]

No, they didn't show it (unless I missed it, too) --
This episode was so hard that I'm probably grasping at straws.

I feel like Fox Mulder:
"I WANT TO BELIEVE"

I just can't imagine TPTB don't realize that it's a show about Sam&Dean and not Sam vs. Dean and that somehow they have a plan to resolve this. I do admit I'm more worried now than I have been before though. 9 episodes of basically pitting them against each other (emotionally at least) without resolution is kinda wearing on me.