ash48 | Yep! THAT episode....

You know how when there's this terrific build up to an episode and you imagine all these wonderful things are going to happen and there's this really high expectation

AND IT'S EVEN BETTER THAN YOU IMAGINED!!!!! OH MY EFFING GOD!!!!

*deep breath* A couple of things before we start:

1. ASDHJFHASD;FITJALTJAAJJFJFASGSTFGSFFAGKKUFFYRHFJKSKAA!!!!!! (just had to get that out of my system..)

and

2. Kripke you are a BASTARD! You ARE! I hate you and love you all at the same time! BASTARD!

Why?! Well there's more than one friggin' reason...

* You break our hearts JUST SO you can mend them again in some schmoopy bromance episode. Bastard!
* You even use the word Bromance IN the episode. Bastard!
* You have broken!Dean AND keysmashfabulous!Sam in the same episode. (Maybe not such a bastard)
* You brought back Adam.. \o/ (Oh thank you...a third "kinda" brother...yes, thanks!)
* You have have kick ass Cas! (You really are trying to make me like him aren't you?!) Bastard!
* You fill the episode with slash references just for us...

Let's just pause for a moment... Is it just me? I don't really watch the show with my slash goggles on (shut up! I mostly try not to...) but come on! Those lines...they're there for us yes?? "erotically co-dependent!?" All that stuff with Cas?!! Up against the wall fighting?! "Blow me?" Winks at Cas AND Sam??!! Come on! <3

Actually the bro!love that was pouring out of that episode?!.... *guh*.. definitely not a bastard for that!

*They have the "in the car chat at the end of the episode* which they haven't done for AGES! \o/
*Sam knows Dean... I mean... really, really KNOWS him. Not enough hearts for that one.
*Dean has to witness not one but TWO suffering brothers (sorry.. massive kink I have here so .. BASTARD!!)

Now for the *you really are actually a bastard* points..

* You killed Zac. :(((( He was such a wonderful baddy. I LOVE the SPN baddies. Gordon, Alistair... and now Zac. :(
*There were NO women in that episode. Now, I'm not one to get on my high horse about that because yep! I'm into the guys.. especially our gorgeous SPN guys... but WOW, that was testosterone heavy... and more noticeable (I thought) than usual...

BUT...

You are a manipulating bastard Kripke!! You knew! 100th episode and there was going to be (for the moment, anyway and hopefully forever) reconciliation between the brothers. There was going to be those long awaited apologises between them. There was going to be Sam SAVING and having the utmost FAITH in Dean !.. Sam growing up! Dean restoring his faith in Sam! (Oh and GOD, Dean acknowledging that he left Sam to rot in the panic room!) Sam saying "you're still my big brother... *melts into a pile of GOO!* And Sam being...just everything!!! (please, please can we keep this Sam now....)

I'll stop now because I am ranting. There's just so much more.. but.. I'm just.... you know.

Kripke. You may be a bastard. But I love you. Not least because our boys - though they didn't physically hug - they did emotionally and that's enough for me. *happy, happy sigh*

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