twiddling my thumbs...
Jun. 24th, 2010 08:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ash48I'm saving the final copy of my next vid (and why is it that each time I save my "final" copy I find reasons to go back and tweak some more!?! I've made 4 "final" copies so far... and who the hell cares if the clip goes for one frame longer or is slightly brighter or the zoom is a little faster... *sheesh* ), and I'm bored waiting so...stuff....
1. Swan Song. This damn wonderful episode is still weighing on my damn mind. I was laying in bed thinking about it (as you do) and I thought about Dean's line from AHBL2 - "I screwed up" and I thought- you know Dean, you really did. And not because you were responsible for Sam's first death (as you felt), but because you were responsible for the second. If you hadn't (selfishly) brought Sam back the first time he wouldn't have had to suffer though your death, his failure to save you, his blood addiction, his guilt for letting Lucifer free, his need for redemption and his now suffering in hell. He could have been enjoying a beer with Ash in heaven instead.
Now before you jump down my throat I pretty sure this is what Dean would be thinking now. I'm not judging Dean, but he has to be thinking this. There is no way he is living his apple pie life. How could he be? This is more of a screw up than the last time. (yep, that's the kind of stuff I'm thinking when I'm half awake. Well that and, well *koff* ...you know.. ;) )
Damn I love my show. <3
2. Australia has its first female Prime Minister. WOOT! She did herself proud on day one, I'm excited to see what develops now.
3. Damnit, I'm a year older tomorrow. Sometimes I'm not sure whether to be pleased that I'm happy and healthy and made it this far or damn pissed that I can't hold back time.
4. Yay! Leverage is back. Though I haven't had a chance to watch the latest ep yet. I notice that those on my flist who have seen it are giving it mixed reviews. I suppose I better judge for myself. As long as Eliot is still smoking hot I will be happy... *iz shallow*. (Though I do love the "family" connection those characters have, so I hope that hasn't changed).
5. Vid rec. (I can't believe I'm doing this) Ok then. *buckles* If you're into Dean/Cas (and no I am NOT enabling your sick tendencies!) here's a vid that will have you smiling... and possibly quicken your breathing just a bit.
That's me done. No more final copies. Stop procrastinating for god's sake!.
1. Swan Song. This damn wonderful episode is still weighing on my damn mind. I was laying in bed thinking about it (as you do) and I thought about Dean's line from AHBL2 - "I screwed up" and I thought- you know Dean, you really did. And not because you were responsible for Sam's first death (as you felt), but because you were responsible for the second. If you hadn't (selfishly) brought Sam back the first time he wouldn't have had to suffer though your death, his failure to save you, his blood addiction, his guilt for letting Lucifer free, his need for redemption and his now suffering in hell. He could have been enjoying a beer with Ash in heaven instead.
Now before you jump down my throat I pretty sure this is what Dean would be thinking now. I'm not judging Dean, but he has to be thinking this. There is no way he is living his apple pie life. How could he be? This is more of a screw up than the last time. (yep, that's the kind of stuff I'm thinking when I'm half awake. Well that and, well *koff* ...you know.. ;) )
Damn I love my show. <3
2. Australia has its first female Prime Minister. WOOT! She did herself proud on day one, I'm excited to see what develops now.
3. Damnit, I'm a year older tomorrow. Sometimes I'm not sure whether to be pleased that I'm happy and healthy and made it this far or damn pissed that I can't hold back time.
4. Yay! Leverage is back. Though I haven't had a chance to watch the latest ep yet. I notice that those on my flist who have seen it are giving it mixed reviews. I suppose I better judge for myself. As long as Eliot is still smoking hot I will be happy... *iz shallow*. (Though I do love the "family" connection those characters have, so I hope that hasn't changed).
5. Vid rec. (I can't believe I'm doing this) Ok then. *buckles* If you're into Dean/Cas (and no I am NOT enabling your sick tendencies!) here's a vid that will have you smiling... and possibly quicken your breathing just a bit.
That's me done. No more final copies. Stop procrastinating for god's sake!.
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Date: 2010-06-24 05:36 pm (UTC)LOL, yeah, I understand that. Early happy birthday!
4. Yay! Leverage is back. Though I haven't had a chance to watch the latest ep yet. I notice that those on my flist who have seen it are giving it
mixed reviews.
Really? What's making people unhappy? Those episodes seemed quite well written to me.
And I always thought that about AHBL -- it's not like they have a great life or a great future. In their lives, dying is not the tragedy, and that was even before we knew for sure there was a heaven.
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Date: 2010-06-25 08:13 am (UTC)Thanks! :D
What's making people unhappy?
Hmm ... not sure. I remember seeing one about being disappointed with the direction it was going in. So, yeah - not sure what means yet. I still haven't seen it yet.
it's not like they have a great life or a great future
Indeed. And I suppose it would be a hell of a lot worse without the other one in it... :(((