Meh!

[ash48]

Holy crap. I'm on such a vidding downer at the moment - which is pathetic really when there are so many more things in life to be down about! Maybe that's a good thing - my life is pretty good, so the fact that vidding is the thing that brings me to tears should be a good thing!

Weird thing is when I'm actually making a vid it's almost like an aphrodisiac - I'm usually on such a high. Then I post something - and I go through such a friggin' low and vow never to make another video again. (Well, that usually lasts for a few days until I'm inspired by something else). *sigh*

The point is, YT is usually my litmus test for how a vid is working and if my recent post is anything to go by it won't be seen anywhere else - (I think my first ever vid received a better reaction!) which is a bummer actually because I didn't think it was half bad!

So anyway. Dusts self off, has a few days off and returns to the crack vid which I'm having great fun with! I suppose enjoying the actually vidding part is what it is all about. :)

Comments

[maichan.livejournal.com]

*huggles*
Don't let view counts get you down! If I judged the quality of my videos by view counts, I'd need some serious Paxil because all of my SPN vids get about 10% of the viewership that my Prison Break ones did. While feedback is always awesome, I wouldn't be vidding if I didn't genuinely enjoy the process as well.

And OMG, so excited for new Ash crack!

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Hey maichan - it's not so much the views (if fact I thought that was pretty good) it's the lack of feedback. Which I know is not the be all and end all, but I figure the vid just didn't work. *sigh*

Oh crack! yay! - and hun I really hope you won't think I'm pinching an idea of yours (well, I suppose you did make me realise I could do it like this). I've been careful not to make it anything like yours - it's just the idea that's similar. eeek! I hope that's ok.

Umm - when I post it you'll know what planet I'm on.

Thanks for your words of support. *hugs*

[maichan.livejournal.com]

It's not pinching, it's called inspiring
Can't wait to see how it turns out!

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Yes! Yes! That's it! Thanks for the inspiration. :D