I didn't give up! New Vid - Violence & Sex

[ash48]

Dedicated to _sharvie_

Title: Violence & Sex
Vidder: Ash
Song: When Doves Cry by Prince
WARNINGS: WINCEST, mm slash, violence, NSFW
Rating: R
Category: Wincest, AU, angst
Length: 2 mins
Size 16.5 mb
Summary: Dean desires Sam but sublimates this need with violence.

As this is AU here's more of what's happening: I've tried to show what's going on in Dean's mind while he is hitting Sam. There's a suggestion that he's jealous over Sam's need for women. He confronts Sam and Sam responds....


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I had trouble uploading this onto streaming sites. The song is very protected it would seem. Password is: ash48

My thanks
There are not enough words to thank _sharvie_ for her dedication to this vid. Not only her detailed beta notes but her constant encouragement throughout this project. She also provided the "other" ;) footage and my wonderful banner. And during all this she helped me with this post about vidding. It's been a full on month! Thank you so much hun. *smish*

Cheerleading and brainstorming were key to me finishing this vid and the lovely deirdre_c and the wonderful maichan808 helped me with their feedback, ideas and support. Thank you SO much ladies. I am actually thrilled that I finished this and you guys help make that happen. *hugs*

Vid notes
No. I won't bore you with how hard this vid was for me. Well .... maybe a little bit. There are a lot of firsts for me here. Not only the subject matter but the use of out-sourced footage, effects I've never used before and the fact that I never thought I'd make an AU vid in my (vidding) life. It's damn hard and I have immense admiration for vidders who achieve it.

I primarily wanted to explore the links between violence and sex, the power play between the brothers and how they communicate their desires.

I know there are flaws here. And I could probably work on it for another month to iron them all out, but enough is enough. I'm happy with this. It's ended up being more than I imagined when I started out.

Feedback will be cherished. *bites nails*

Comments

[http://users.livejournal.com/_sharvie_/]

I'm still in awe over this vid! The external footage alone makes me giddy just thinking about. Lots of times it never seems to blend just right with the vid but the effect you built here is killer!

Plus, you broke your AU cherry! Whoo! They are tough to pull off but when done right, like this is, they can produce some seriously powerful stuff. I just love how you always bring it back to the emotions. Yes, I do love me some porn clips, but imo, it's not over done here. It's perfectly balanced with the emotions that drive the vid. Bravo!

And the fact that this love/hate relationship is practically canon!? Only makes it that much better. :P

You seriously rocked it! *points to icon* See! ROCKED IT!

Oo, oo! And I'm still totally squeeing over the title blurb! *twirls you*

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Oh darlin'. I still don't have enough words. *heffa hugs*

You've put up with a lot of angsting from me over this one, but you kept me going, kept me on track and I am so pleased I did actually stick with it.

Hee! Yes I did break my AU cherry - not sure it's somewhere I'll want to visit again for a while. But who knows? If the right song comes along..... (can't believe I'm saying that!)

Thanks so much for the vimeo link btw. I should check that site out. (4shared rejected it too).

Thanks again for everything.
xx