I didn't give up! New Vid - Violence & Sex

[ash48]

Dedicated to _sharvie_

Title: Violence & Sex
Vidder: Ash
Song: When Doves Cry by Prince
WARNINGS: WINCEST, mm slash, violence, NSFW
Rating: R
Category: Wincest, AU, angst
Length: 2 mins
Size 16.5 mb
Summary: Dean desires Sam but sublimates this need with violence.

As this is AU here's more of what's happening: I've tried to show what's going on in Dean's mind while he is hitting Sam. There's a suggestion that he's jealous over Sam's need for women. He confronts Sam and Sam responds....


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I had trouble uploading this onto streaming sites. The song is very protected it would seem. Password is: ash48

My thanks
There are not enough words to thank _sharvie_ for her dedication to this vid. Not only her detailed beta notes but her constant encouragement throughout this project. She also provided the "other" ;) footage and my wonderful banner. And during all this she helped me with this post about vidding. It's been a full on month! Thank you so much hun. *smish*

Cheerleading and brainstorming were key to me finishing this vid and the lovely deirdre_c and the wonderful maichan808 helped me with their feedback, ideas and support. Thank you SO much ladies. I am actually thrilled that I finished this and you guys help make that happen. *hugs*

Vid notes
No. I won't bore you with how hard this vid was for me. Well .... maybe a little bit. There are a lot of firsts for me here. Not only the subject matter but the use of out-sourced footage, effects I've never used before and the fact that I never thought I'd make an AU vid in my (vidding) life. It's damn hard and I have immense admiration for vidders who achieve it.

I primarily wanted to explore the links between violence and sex, the power play between the brothers and how they communicate their desires.

I know there are flaws here. And I could probably work on it for another month to iron them all out, but enough is enough. I'm happy with this. It's ended up being more than I imagined when I started out.

Feedback will be cherished. *bites nails*

Comments

[knittedshadow.livejournal.com]

Wow, I really enjoyed that. I loved the way the punches fit the beat, the bit around 1:22ish made me shiver. And it's such a neat idea too, one that I think is really present within the show, the relationship between Sam and Dean, while not quite as extreme in canon, definitely has that constant tug of violence and anger against utter devotion. Beautifully executed.

[ash48.livejournal.com]

Thank you so very much. That's a lovely thing to hear! :D

xx