I didn't give up! New Vid - Violence & Sex

[ash48]

Dedicated to _sharvie_

Title: Violence & Sex
Vidder: Ash
Song: When Doves Cry by Prince
WARNINGS: WINCEST, mm slash, violence, NSFW
Rating: R
Category: Wincest, AU, angst
Length: 2 mins
Size 16.5 mb
Summary: Dean desires Sam but sublimates this need with violence.

As this is AU here's more of what's happening: I've tried to show what's going on in Dean's mind while he is hitting Sam. There's a suggestion that he's jealous over Sam's need for women. He confronts Sam and Sam responds....


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I had trouble uploading this onto streaming sites. The song is very protected it would seem. Password is: ash48

My thanks
There are not enough words to thank _sharvie_ for her dedication to this vid. Not only her detailed beta notes but her constant encouragement throughout this project. She also provided the "other" ;) footage and my wonderful banner. And during all this she helped me with this post about vidding. It's been a full on month! Thank you so much hun. *smish*

Cheerleading and brainstorming were key to me finishing this vid and the lovely deirdre_c and the wonderful maichan808 helped me with their feedback, ideas and support. Thank you SO much ladies. I am actually thrilled that I finished this and you guys help make that happen. *hugs*

Vid notes
No. I won't bore you with how hard this vid was for me. Well .... maybe a little bit. There are a lot of firsts for me here. Not only the subject matter but the use of out-sourced footage, effects I've never used before and the fact that I never thought I'd make an AU vid in my (vidding) life. It's damn hard and I have immense admiration for vidders who achieve it.

I primarily wanted to explore the links between violence and sex, the power play between the brothers and how they communicate their desires.

I know there are flaws here. And I could probably work on it for another month to iron them all out, but enough is enough. I'm happy with this. It's ended up being more than I imagined when I started out.

Feedback will be cherished. *bites nails*

Comments

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

Okaaaay....Ash, you officialy amazed me oO
Never thought you'd make something like this but you made me go "wooohooooo" and watch this vid with open mouth. Like, seriosuly, duuuuudeeeee....That was very hot, and very interesting. I really liked the idea of connection between violence and sex, and I think you totally managed to show it. I really liked the beats, and how you used the clips from 106 (for example) and turned the sense upside down. That was hoooot ;) Use of outside footage was really well done, really liked it. Where did you get from those hot clips, huh? =)
Also I really loved some of the "new" effects you used - very nifty ;) Now I'm not even sure if you use Sony vegas 8... lol
Definitely downloading and reccing it at my LJ ;)

[ash48.livejournal.com]

*smishes*

Your comment makes me want to bounce around the room. In all honesty I didn't think I'd ever make a vid like this - I heard the song and had this very vague idea of what I wanted to do. I've always wanted to attempt wincest and an AU. In the end I think I even surprised myself.

And no, I don't use vegas. I use Final Cut. I'm still finding new things to try.

The porn footage was sourced for me by my lovely beta _sharvie_. She did a great job of finding clips of bodies that could pass for the boys. (I had about 15mins worth - you should see the stuff I didn't use!)

Thanks again hun. It's made my day.
xx

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

In the end I think I even surprised myself.
I think this is the coolest thing ever! ;)

you should see the stuff I didn't use!)
*g* So it was an actualy porn? I thought it was some show, like Queer as Folk or something. But...erm...I'd like to see it...*blushes*

[ash48.livejournal.com]

So it was an actualy porn?

Ummmmm ..... yep! Though I did ask her to give me stuff that wasn't NC-17 - so it was all basically (well, mostly) all the moves leading up to the actual sex. I knew I didn't want the vid to be NC17. People are pretty good at using their imaginations...... :D

Steph gave me the link to where she gets the footage from. So, yeah! Enjoy!

http://community.livejournal.com/the_gloryhole/profile

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

geez there's a whole community! oO I thought there's such communities only for photos and stuff....lol
Thanks for the link hun! =)

[http://users.livejournal.com/_sharvie_/]

There is actually several comms on LJ for adult video downloads. Gloryhole just happens to be the best. :D

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

*g* okay, I'll look through it =)