I didn't give up! New Vid - Violence & Sex

[ash48]

Dedicated to _sharvie_

Title: Violence & Sex
Vidder: Ash
Song: When Doves Cry by Prince
WARNINGS: WINCEST, mm slash, violence, NSFW
Rating: R
Category: Wincest, AU, angst
Length: 2 mins
Size 16.5 mb
Summary: Dean desires Sam but sublimates this need with violence.

As this is AU here's more of what's happening: I've tried to show what's going on in Dean's mind while he is hitting Sam. There's a suggestion that he's jealous over Sam's need for women. He confronts Sam and Sam responds....


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I had trouble uploading this onto streaming sites. The song is very protected it would seem. Password is: ash48

My thanks
There are not enough words to thank _sharvie_ for her dedication to this vid. Not only her detailed beta notes but her constant encouragement throughout this project. She also provided the "other" ;) footage and my wonderful banner. And during all this she helped me with this post about vidding. It's been a full on month! Thank you so much hun. *smish*

Cheerleading and brainstorming were key to me finishing this vid and the lovely deirdre_c and the wonderful maichan808 helped me with their feedback, ideas and support. Thank you SO much ladies. I am actually thrilled that I finished this and you guys help make that happen. *hugs*

Vid notes
No. I won't bore you with how hard this vid was for me. Well .... maybe a little bit. There are a lot of firsts for me here. Not only the subject matter but the use of out-sourced footage, effects I've never used before and the fact that I never thought I'd make an AU vid in my (vidding) life. It's damn hard and I have immense admiration for vidders who achieve it.

I primarily wanted to explore the links between violence and sex, the power play between the brothers and how they communicate their desires.

I know there are flaws here. And I could probably work on it for another month to iron them all out, but enough is enough. I'm happy with this. It's ended up being more than I imagined when I started out.

Feedback will be cherished. *bites nails*

Comments

[ash48.livejournal.com]

*smishes*

Your comment makes me want to bounce around the room. In all honesty I didn't think I'd ever make a vid like this - I heard the song and had this very vague idea of what I wanted to do. I've always wanted to attempt wincest and an AU. In the end I think I even surprised myself.

And no, I don't use vegas. I use Final Cut. I'm still finding new things to try.

The porn footage was sourced for me by my lovely beta _sharvie_. She did a great job of finding clips of bodies that could pass for the boys. (I had about 15mins worth - you should see the stuff I didn't use!)

Thanks again hun. It's made my day.
xx

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

In the end I think I even surprised myself.
I think this is the coolest thing ever! ;)

you should see the stuff I didn't use!)
*g* So it was an actualy porn? I thought it was some show, like Queer as Folk or something. But...erm...I'd like to see it...*blushes*

[ash48.livejournal.com]

So it was an actualy porn?

Ummmmm ..... yep! Though I did ask her to give me stuff that wasn't NC-17 - so it was all basically (well, mostly) all the moves leading up to the actual sex. I knew I didn't want the vid to be NC17. People are pretty good at using their imaginations...... :D

Steph gave me the link to where she gets the footage from. So, yeah! Enjoy!

http://community.livejournal.com/the_gloryhole/profile

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

geez there's a whole community! oO I thought there's such communities only for photos and stuff....lol
Thanks for the link hun! =)

[http://users.livejournal.com/_sharvie_/]

There is actually several comms on LJ for adult video downloads. Gloryhole just happens to be the best. :D

[secretlytodream.livejournal.com]

*g* okay, I'll look through it =)